SAD

Baby, i feel like a knife just stabbed my heart...suddenly i feel as though i'm not who i thought i was...i'm like this girl who suddenly lost her identity...i feel lost baby...i don't know who i am anymore...guess perhaps i should just shut my mouth and not say anything anymore...i know i can handle the real world! i know i can! but he says i can't...and that hurts...i know i'm better than this! i can do better! learning is a life long process...i'm just waiting for work to start so i can learn the harsh realities of the real (working) world it is out there...i can't wait for the next chapter in my life to start...but meanwhile i'm enjoying my current chapter while it still lasts.

Desmond said this in reply to my reply to his comment:
no like i said joy its you who should decide what you wanna do i am still here as a friend if i am not a friend i wont even leave the comment;...sometimes issues like this is different from the rest YES u can state your mind YES u are straight forward BUT sometimes u have to think... its a religion not anything other than that... you may think you know the real world but you actually dont... if you really do know the real world those kind of comments will not be made... you have not lost a friend... just learn to listen girl and not state comments sometimes listening is more important than anything else in the world... you take care you hear.... good to hear u improved from before as you say u used to be worse but there is more to improve dont limit yourself... i did not judge u from what u said in your blog i judged you from the way u replied and your comments... lack of respect la thats it.... you may think you are what you are but people are made really special to be able to improve... the most important thing is to learn your flaw and improve on it and things will be better... take care now