I'm Sorry

I'm sorry that I shouted at you, but it seam that every thing that i give you, you must have something to say about it and its almost never nice. If your not complaining your commenting about the way it was wrapped. Why cant you just appreciate the gift as it is and that not everything has to be a certain way? I know you have an opinion, and i love it that you do. But it hurts, and it makes me feel sad that i can't seam to impress you at all. Nothing is ever good enough, that's how i feel when you have an opinion about my gifts. Like for instance the engagement ring that i bought you, or the way i popped the question to you. Its so many random things that make me feel small or incompetent, i get angry that when i showed that i was a little unhappy that you had something to say about the flowers that i bought you , you had to give me the cold shoulder, i HATE it when you give me the cold shoulder, and i didn't even start to yell at you then until we got home and you still gave me the cold shoulder, that just really pisses me off. You told me that will try not to give me the cold shoulder, but it seams that every time i look a little disappointed, you will give me the cold shoulder. WHY, why must you do that. I HATE HATE it when you do that. It really gets me running, when you do that i wont be able to think straight when you do. I hate you when you do that, don't you know that? I love you, really i do but please don't ever give me the cold shoulder, i really hate it. HATE. Baby, why would you do that when you know that it will only enrage me further. I'm really sorry that i lost my temper the other day, i will try not to scream at you again, next time i will just ignore you and go off to be my my self, till i calm down.