Conclusion

Baby Blue, I find that the article that you posted some what true. But aren't we already expressing our opinion? If i come of as hard headed, I am sorry. But I feel that you don't really express what your feeling to me all the time as I love being part of your life and would like to share all your emotions good or bad as I except you for who you really are and don't really mind your short comings. I am just rambling here so please don't take any offence to what you read here. I love you almost unconditionally and wish to spend all the good and bad time with you. As they say for better or worse i will be with you, in life or in death "I will follow you in to the dark". I am actually excited and at the same time scared about going to Camerons with your family this CNY. I really don't know why, I feel intimidated by the success of your family and feel like I cant live up to there expectation as to what a good BF or suitor if. Sometimes I feel that you should find another person, which can live up to you caliper. Or is the same status as you are. I feel depress that I have been working for so long and still is unsuccessful in what I do.