only the truth can set you a blaze

People always say that the truth will set you free, but what they don't know is that in now a days society no one want to hear the truth and they prefer to hear a more politically correct version of the truth, because if you do tell the truth, they wont be able to accept it and will retaliate with such viciousness you'll just wish you were dead, my greatest love in my life was JOY, and now since she has left me, i just wished i was dead and have lost all meaning to my life. I feel so empty in side and sadden to know that she will just walk away from me just because she wanted to be single and i just feel that its not fair on how she gave the excuse that because i did what ever was so against her principles and in actual fact she just needed a reason to leave me. Its not fair that you did that Joy, you said you loved me, but you know nothing of being in love because you only love your self, your such a selfish person, that used me when you were down and now that you have a life and all you toss me away like yesterdays garbage..... how do you say that you love some one and leave them when they need you most!!!!!!!HOW!!!! WHY???!?!?!?!?!?!?! DO YOU LEAVE ME LIKE THIS!?!??!
i have never felt such pain before.... this cut in my heart and soul keeps bleeding .... i don't want to go through this life anymore...