Happy Birthday, Rocket Man

This was not how I wanted us to spend your birthday. Apart? This is not planned.

Why? Why do you have to be such a HOT tempered Asshole? Why? Why do I put up with you? Because I love you but loving you has it limits.

And you wanted to marry me. You're not even ready! We are not even ready for the commitment marriage holds!

Why do you do this? You hurt me everytime. every.single.time.

You think I like fighting with you? Fine. I'm ashamed to say that I can be unreasonable at times, I can be a bitch but why do you further aggravate the situation sometimes?

You are not who I think you are anymore. You are bitter. You make me bitter too.

I really think maybe we should go our separate ways. Sometimes I feel like it doesn't work anymore. I don't feel like you give me signs of any hope sometimes.

Well, for what its worth, Happy Birthday. Not like you'll read this in time anyway..

Rocket Man (this is you)

She packed my bags last night pre-flight
Zero hour nine a.m.
And I'm gonna be high as a kite by then
I miss the earth so much I miss my wife
It's lonely out in space
On such a timeless flight

And I think it's gonna be a long long time
Till touch down brings me round again to find
I'm not the man they think I am at home
Oh no no no I'm a rocket man
Rocket man burning out his fuse up here alone

Mars ain't the kind of place to raise your kids
In fact it's cold as hell
And there's no one there to raise them if you did
And all this science I don't understand
It's just my job five days a week
A rocket man, a rocket man

And I think it's gonna be a long long time...