‘All I’ve sacrificed in vain for the one I love”

All I’ve sacrificed for you, all I gave up for you, even if you said you didn’t ask me to, but you know if I love you enough I will do it.
1. I gave up my friends,
2. I gave up my hobbies,
3. I gave you all my time,
4. Sacrificed my savings,
5. Bent to your every fancy,
6. Gave up my principles,
7. Lost the idea of who I am,
8. Stood by you when who you thought were your friends were against you?
9. When all were against you I stood by you,
And now you leave me when I need you most, when I am drowning in sorrow you leave me to die alone, I hate all that I give up for you, who am I now with out you, just some empty shell of a man who you crafted to your liking and discarded like last seasons shoes, how can you be so cruel to some one you said you loved? Did you ever love me? Was I just a rebound to build your centre up again? I gave you everything I am hopping you will appreciate me, what a fool i was to believe that, how stupid of me, slowly I am dying inside, piece by piece I feel my hope fading, the hope I had when my parents were no longer around and you said “what ever happens we will get through it together, take a LEAP OF FAITH” Fuck the faiths, fuck the empty promises, fuck the spoils, fuck it all.
Nothing is worth this much pain, death seams like the only peace I will ever get, the faiths are telling me to let go and move on, what more will god throw at me? Till he calls me back in to his loving embrace I hate the fact you’re trying to act as though we can still be friends, how little you know me.