Talking

I do read our blog, its not that i wanted to spend my birthday this way, you said that you will be more accommodating, signs of marriage are from both parties, and i have been asking you to save money with me for the longest time, so that we can have a secure future together, i know you love to shop. But not till you don't have money to pay the bills. I have been trying to get you to see things my way for such a long time and you always say "ok baby next month baby" " ok I'll start next month baby" One of the reasons why i am getting so angry all the time is because i can't speak my mind with you, you get angry when i tell you the truth, i love you the most, but baby you used to be lot more patience with me and you have been saying that you don't want this relationship any more and hearing you say that makes me uncertain about my future with you, you used not say that kind of things. But why now? Whats different now. You think i wold not read this post?
Well your wrong. I want you to be more open with me. I need to know what you are feeling and thinking, this is a two way street baby, if you want me to be hones with you i need the same from you as well. Baby i love you. Why do you want to hurt me ? Some times you just want to hurt me on purpose.