Singapor

Baby i will miss you so so much when you go to singapor. I don't know why i feel this way, like as if your going and not comming back. I feel so so sad, that your going and i wont be able to see you for two hole weeks baby. i mean i want the best for you and all but i dont want to loose you. I'm just rambeling here, don't realy know what i'm talking about. Sigh.... I guess i just want you to stay, i guess that i'm just so used to you staying at home and i can come home to you and you will be waiting for me, i guess tha i just love the fact that your always around waiting for me.... i kow i have not been the most easyiest guy to live with but i truly love you for sticking with me, i have a fear that you will leave me if you find some one elas that has more money than me and is better lookign than me i guess i'm just insecure. Ok i am still rambeling on and on.... Please hurry home to me baby, i miss you so much. Always faitfully your Alvin.