Happy 2011

Its the beginning of a new year and i still feel the same as i did before i have lost the drive to live my life, its all gone to hell from the moment she left me, why can't i get over her yet, god please answer my prayers and take me back to the time when i had hope and wanted to live this life well, if not please i pray for you to end my life and save me from this suffering as i am with out JOY and every reminds me of her, from the movies i watch to the sings i hear on the radio. i have lost all my will to live this life you have given me, when there is no more will in a mans soul there is no more hope in his life. i thought i could live in this life but it just turns out that i cant bare the thought of feeling alone anymore. god if your listening please save me as i don't know who else to turn to.