Lunch Time
Its lunch time and i am missing my baby, and thinking about all the good times we had together. But it feels like there is something missing in our relation ship, i feel depress a little. A feeling all to familiar. saw my bank account balance the other day, such a depressing sight. Balance RM300. Shit man, what did i spend all my money on. My baby doesn't seam to notice how much money is going out and not much coming in.... should i tell you how worried i feel now about our money problem? Or is it just me that keeps thinking about money problems, i thought i could do this on my own, but i cant make it happen with out you baby. I need your help to save for our future baby, out children's future, there education, the needs and wants of our family together, holidays that you so love to go for will all cost money... and money we don't have... and our future house that i know you will definitely want to renovate to your specifications... Baby i say this with love in my heart, i know your still young and you don't want to think about all this now, but if not now when do you want to start??? Were 23 this year, were not in out teens any more.... were young adults.... and money for a brighter future is needed baby.... i know i told you that i will try to do this money saving by my self, but i am lost and don't know how to do it with out you dear....how can i not go shopping with you? how can i just ask you to go out with out me by your side and to keep you company? How am i suppose to keep out closeness if i ask you to go out with your friends and not with me and not sharing moment with you....All these questions run through my mind and i have no answers to all those questions my love. You don't have to do anything but understand where i am coming from.

