Saturday, April 17, 2010

thank you for showing me that i can't depend on anyone....

Thank you for showing me, that i don't need you around. And i can pick my self up and be proude of who i am and of my achievements. So thank you for leaving and allowing me to know what i want in life, you've been the best thing in my life and will always have a special place in my heart.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

This is about me leaving

After almost 5 years, we have come to a goodbye.

There's just so much to think about - the life we've come to live in, the way we love, the shared moments of happiness, joy, pain and sorrow. I will never forget my life with you. It is what shaped me.

I will always remember you, you will always have a piece of my heart with you because you were the first that I gave it to whole. You will always be apart of me, no matter where you go.

No reasons or words can justify what I have done. But please understand that this is something I feel I must do. No matter how fucked up, no matter how much it pains to me to do it. Even though I'm ripping my life apart, I feel I must do this.

I'm sorry I can't be with you anymore. It's not about principles anymore than it is about giving up on us. This is about having a healthy relationship. We can't have one if you continue to do what you know you have done wrong. If you can, I can't...I just can't...

Goodbye my one and only, Goodbye my love - till we meet again.

Thursday, April 01, 2010

I'm Sorry, my love for putting you through this.

i'm so sorry, for the mistakes i've made in my life that has put you in such a dificult positin and i wish that you'll never have to go through this again, if with me or with anyone else in the future, you were the best thing in my life and will cherish all the memories we shared together. Thank u, for being you my love.