After almost 5 years, we have come to a goodbye.
There's just so much to think about - the life we've come to live in, the way we love, the shared moments of happiness, joy, pain and sorrow. I will never forget my life with you. It is what shaped me.
I will always remember you, you will always have a piece of my heart with you because you were the first that I gave it to whole. You will always be apart of me, no matter where you go.
No reasons or words can justify what I have done. But please understand that this is something I feel I must do. No matter how fucked up, no matter how much it pains to me to do it. Even though I'm ripping my life apart, I feel I must do this.
I'm sorry I can't be with you anymore. It's not about principles anymore than it is about giving up on us. This is about having a healthy relationship. We can't have one if you continue to do what you know you have done wrong. If you can, I can't...I just can't...
Goodbye my one and only, Goodbye my love - till we meet again.