Wednesday, November 16, 2005

My Friendster Horoscope

Look what it says baby! Its so so true!!!

Patience has never been at the very top of your list of personality traits -- especially if you want something and you've wanted it for a while. So if there's something out there you've been gazing longingly at while window-shopping, you won't be willing to wait until it's half price. Full price will do just fine -- as long as you get to bring it home and play with it today.

Reminds me of my black MNG bag which i wanna get but got no money...RM119 *sobs sobs*

SAD

Baby, i feel like a knife just stabbed my heart...suddenly i feel as though i'm not who i thought i was...i'm like this girl who suddenly lost her identity...i feel lost baby...i don't know who i am anymore...guess perhaps i should just shut my mouth and not say anything anymore...i know i can handle the real world! i know i can! but he says i can't...and that hurts...i know i'm better than this! i can do better! learning is a life long process...i'm just waiting for work to start so i can learn the harsh realities of the real (working) world it is out there...i can't wait for the next chapter in my life to start...but meanwhile i'm enjoying my current chapter while it still lasts.

Desmond said this in reply to my reply to his comment:
no like i said joy its you who should decide what you wanna do i am still here as a friend if i am not a friend i wont even leave the comment;...sometimes issues like this is different from the rest YES u can state your mind YES u are straight forward BUT sometimes u have to think... its a religion not anything other than that... you may think you know the real world but you actually dont... if you really do know the real world those kind of comments will not be made... you have not lost a friend... just learn to listen girl and not state comments sometimes listening is more important than anything else in the world... you take care you hear.... good to hear u improved from before as you say u used to be worse but there is more to improve dont limit yourself... i did not judge u from what u said in your blog i judged you from the way u replied and your comments... lack of respect la thats it.... you may think you are what you are but people are made really special to be able to improve... the most important thing is to learn your flaw and improve on it and things will be better... take care now

So Sweet!!!~


Baby, see the picture on the left? Its so so so sweet!!!~ i would love to receive a really biG biG bouquet of flowers like that some day...and i would like it to look exactly like that...as in all the roses are packed together without any fillers (meaning those small small little flowers the florists usually put in between the main flowers) I think its beautiful...But then again...i think its a little waste of money lorr...but if you got alot of money to spare then i wouldn't mind getting one like that!! Sigh..*daydreams* But baby, you are already so so sweet to me as it is! Thankies : ) Also, you wanna know something else? i've never received flowers from a guy like the one in the picture before. Never Ever! and i'm Serious!!!~ i can't really believe it myself but its true! i'm 21 and i've never received a big bouquet of flowers before!!~ (my uGLy ex did give me like OnE miserable pathetic blue rose (i prefer roses in natural clours) before but it was really nothing much cuz at that time i already starting to lose feelings for him).

Thursday, November 10, 2005

6MONTHS..............

hey baby happy 6 months, cant belive ist been this long.
so sorry about our anniversery, whised it could have been better,
loving you always baby. MUAKS!!!!

6

Thank you baby for a lovely 6th celebration! And Thank you for getting me the lovely cross pendant! It was so sweet of you to try and surprise me! I'm so so Lucky to have you in my life. Love you so so so much!~ Happy 6th Love!!~

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Holiday

Thank you baby! It was a wonderful trip with you to Cameron's. I enjoyed every moment of it. And i'm glad that you got your well deserved rest in Cameron's. Having meals after meals, movie marathons, endless talking and cuddling, the cool breeze in our hair, cigar smoking, our hot baths together, sightseeing on mountains, and all the Love we could have possibly imagined.