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Please Ignore the previous post baby, its was a time when i was sad and wanted to vent that's all baby. Please don't take it to hard. Love you... mu mu....

A sad day,

Last night, e talked about what we want in life and it seams that we don't want the same things. It saddens me to hear it, but at least i know how you really feel. Something that i have been thinking about for a long time, wondering about how do you feel about the relationship and how do you feel about me. You want me to change you want me to be a better person, i am trying to be a better person but can you guaranty that you will still love me after i change? Will you still love me when i do all that you ask? It goes to show that woman always want a man to change but men never want a woman to change.... this proves the saying to its very core..... i will change for you my love even if it means that i have to change the very person that i am now to be some one that you want to be with, but what then? Will you get bored of me when i change? I feel depress, i feel rejected, like this morning when i lean in to kiss you and you give that look of disgust. Makes me feel so unwanted with no real good reason at all.... i have kissed you so many time the same way and you have never given that look before....why now? Is it because of what we talked about last night? I do want to be with you my love, i really do.... but i need answers... as you have found out i am a bit slow and blur in many ways..... but i love you no less than the first day i met you..... i do want to be with you my love, do you want the same? You say you do but do you really want to live with a person that is dyslexics? And have a problem understanding how you feel at times and how do things work. I love you my love i show it to you but yet you still take me for granted i just want to feel loved and appreciated by the one i love and by you, i would walk the earth alone for ever if i do not have you. I want you to be happy, even if it means that its not me that makes you happy.... it saddens me to say that but i love you enough to let you be happy even if its not with me.... I Love you my Strong sun shine, my pillar of strenght, my beautiful butterfly, my comic relief, my everything.

ITS 2 Years!!!!

Happy 2 years baby, its been a long and hard journey. But worth it baby, i am so happy for the both of us growing together in this journey of life..... MUah baby love you.

Your like the sun, coming out of the clouds and warming my soul. I love you baby....

Happy 2 Years Baby!

OmG ! I can't believe its already been 2 years! You mark the longest I've been with someone.....You will from now on be my benchmark.

We're 2! Yay!

Deep Feelings For My Love "When She walks By"

When She Walks By Eyes so dark Heart so pure I could never love another The way I love her Gleam in her eyes Like a candles flame I love when I hear her Call out my name When she walks by Birds stop their flight The dead come to life And the blind regain their sight I could never love another The way I love her Eyes so dark Heart so pure Skin so soft Soul on fire She fills me with Complete desire The way she moves The way she looks One glance at her Was all it took When she walks by People stare At her radiant face And her ebony hairShe fills me with Complete desire Skin so soft Soul on fire Perfect body A scholar's mind Michelangelo would envy Such a find Beautiful smile Always sincere Whoever's around Wants her near When she walks by Angels weep Gods hide their faces And lovers leap Michelangelo would envy Such a find Perfect body A scholar's mind.

I could never put it in better words than this. This poem best describe how i feel about you my Love.

HAPPY 23rd Birthday

Happy Birthday Baby, Love loving you baby..... hope you enjoy your birthday my dear, i know its one day early bu i wont get to use the internet tomorrow. Muah love you.